15/5/2011
People come and people go...but life?goes on...
Flow of life doesn't stop...come what may,some people are just as mormal as they would be..and some are exceptions with their exceptional qualities...
Some say they're not special,and some boast about themselves..but very few are those who show they're special by their deeds, character.
I, me myself....shall disclose this about myself.
Childhood > As i remember was confusing for me..with some good, bad and worst things. I was lost in my own weird world..of thoughts and learning slowly..Bahanas was a part of my life..i did not know what sportiveness is at that time..i shall not blame my parent's love for that might be that sometimes..
My childhood was more of distractions rather doing something good,productive things which my friends,classmates did.
I was so indulged in t.v and its characters...everything in vain..was lost in my own imaginations..all for negative purposes. I don't know what I was looking for but just used to be lost in my own thoughts. My family was so much worried about me and my future. I did not how,when why and where in my life i stand proud for my parents and family..,,but I believe someday i would do that..if alive,..
I still remember the moments when my parents, out of their anxiety or affection..reached out to get me out alive..when I tried to end life myself..reason i did not remember,but the very feeling of getting frustrated..was killing me so much so yet that i never felt again. I was very much short tempered. I hurled shoes,chappals, everything which got into my hand at any1 when i was angry,frustrated and kept on yelling at everyone around..
I still remember when I was approached by a doctor,a psychiatrist for sharing my ideas,opinions about life. That was annoying..I don't know why are those eccentricities existing.I always wondered life's easy...yet sometimes so complicated that I couldn't get out of that thought untill someone else interferes and gets me out of it. And usually I get addicted to them..
I know till this end..this life is temporary..and every religion preaches good things..for something or the other. For the afterlife, Islam is the ultimate path.
People come and people go...but life?goes on...
Flow of life doesn't stop...come what may,some people are just as mormal as they would be..and some are exceptions with their exceptional qualities...
Some say they're not special,and some boast about themselves..but very few are those who show they're special by their deeds, character.
I, me myself....shall disclose this about myself.
Childhood > As i remember was confusing for me..with some good, bad and worst things. I was lost in my own weird world..of thoughts and learning slowly..Bahanas was a part of my life..i did not know what sportiveness is at that time..i shall not blame my parent's love for that might be that sometimes..
My childhood was more of distractions rather doing something good,productive things which my friends,classmates did.
I was so indulged in t.v and its characters...everything in vain..was lost in my own imaginations..all for negative purposes. I don't know what I was looking for but just used to be lost in my own thoughts. My family was so much worried about me and my future. I did not how,when why and where in my life i stand proud for my parents and family..,,but I believe someday i would do that..if alive,..
I still remember the moments when my parents, out of their anxiety or affection..reached out to get me out alive..when I tried to end life myself..reason i did not remember,but the very feeling of getting frustrated..was killing me so much so yet that i never felt again. I was very much short tempered. I hurled shoes,chappals, everything which got into my hand at any1 when i was angry,frustrated and kept on yelling at everyone around..
I still remember when I was approached by a doctor,a psychiatrist for sharing my ideas,opinions about life. That was annoying..I don't know why are those eccentricities existing.I always wondered life's easy...yet sometimes so complicated that I couldn't get out of that thought untill someone else interferes and gets me out of it. And usually I get addicted to them..
I know till this end..this life is temporary..and every religion preaches good things..for something or the other. For the afterlife, Islam is the ultimate path.
