Unpredictable,confused,slapsti
I am with them..cuz i just can't attribute the reasons and play the blame games now. Just that some people turn impromptu in judging me..might be that I'm not so open...for quick changes,I can't be a humorous guy..dunno y?
I am with them..cuz i just can't attribute the reasons and play the blame games now. Just that some people turn impromptu in judging me..might be that I'm not so open...for quick changes,I can't be a humorous guy..dunno y?
Sometimes I feel like I am the happiest person ever...just that i need to change the perspective i look this world .. but this is often wrong. I am sometimes com pulsed to think that this is just a part of a destiny...
I need to change this..it is not that "want"..it is the "need" of the hour...and i need to change this. Be more gleeful?or fake it off? Cuz I'm no more interested in relations...disgusting.
As a child, I wasn't just another kid ..kidding around...a keen observer..as said by people who know me well, I was just a dumb headed imbecile..I felt so inferior and there was no proper reason for that..
Friends/Class mates of mine were so gleeful,but i was helpless about it..inside i was like a slowly poisoned...unknown reason. Tried to kill this feeling a lot..failed at the same time...
simple chronicles of my life..
I once believed that it is normal to be abnormal..until one day all of a sudden i came across a personality..whose presence felt like a change is inevitable,I stopped for a moment,thought
that might be situations make a person of sometimes wit,sometimes...uhh ! it's painful.
this "sometimes" is also again a dangerous thing..cuz it is only sometimes somethings happen.And moreover,change..was in attitude..in terms of outlook towards life,towards small things which matter..for others but not for me..
Now a days i feel like it is important to me to be like that..'responsible','quiet','
On contrary to that..i feel like liberating myself out..
I feel pity on myself 'sometimes' that i am not clear with my life..my aspirations are in one directions and i am walking on the other side..I introspect on a periodic basis only to find i am a loser..and it is only my parent's presence and love which might have stopped me from going astray..But yes i do believe one day i would make that change..cuz change is inevitable.
Frustrations..confusions..
speculations..allegations,
inhumanities,psychic disorders..
why do you think people have these things?
Why do u think people have misery?
Don't u think it is your responsibility at least as a fellow human being?Don't you take it as a your problem to solve..unlike entertaining them for some time and leaving them again in the same situation?
Why do you think people don't talk so freely? Why do you think there's enmity between people..irrespective of sect,caste tribe or even religion,different faith??
I can only understand one language..language of affinity,smile..where there are no borders..no tiff's,..no ifs and no butts..and nothing makes happy than people with no ego's...
People find me weird,abnormal and say that I'm strange that way..cuz I've experienced such strange eccentricities...cuz i love such elementary things..and it's been my fate to compensate for the wonderful 'normal' life people have...! so before u judge me..try hard to know,love me..the painful past I've had...
It's just that you need to accept the hard facts coming into your life ... with all the glee u have in you.. create a very lively environment around you ...
I once believed that it is normal to be abnormal..until one day all of a sudden i came across a personality..whose presence felt like a change is inevitable,I stopped for a moment,thought
that might be situations make a person of sometimes wit,sometimes...uhh ! it's painful.
this "sometimes" is also again a dangerous thing..cuz it is only sometimes somethings happen.And moreover,change..was in attitude..in terms of outlook towards life,towards small things which matter..for others but not for me..
Now a days i feel like it is important to me to be like that..'responsible','quiet','
On contrary to that..i feel like liberating myself out..
I feel pity on myself 'sometimes' that i am not clear with my life..my aspirations are in one directions and i am walking on the other side..I introspect on a periodic basis only to find i am a loser..and it is only my parent's presence and love which might have stopped me from going astray..But yes i do believe one day i would make that change..cuz change is inevitable.
Frustrations..confusions..
speculations..allegations,
inhumanities,psychic disorders..
why do you think people have these things?
Why do u think people have misery?
Don't u think it is your responsibility at least as a fellow human being?Don't you take it as a your problem to solve..unlike entertaining them for some time and leaving them again in the same situation?
Why do you think people don't talk so freely? Why do you think there's enmity between people..irrespective of sect,caste tribe or even religion,different faith??
I can only understand one language..language of affinity,smile..where there are no borders..no tiff's,..no ifs and no butts..and nothing makes happy than people with no ego's...
People find me weird,abnormal and say that I'm strange that way..cuz I've experienced such strange eccentricities...cuz i love such elementary things..and it's been my fate to compensate for the wonderful 'normal' life people have...! so before u judge me..try hard to know,love me..the painful past I've had...
It's just that you need to accept the hard facts coming into your life ... with all the glee u have in you.. create a very lively environment around you ...
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